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Thursday, April 29, 2010
Excitement, Nervous, Pressurized, Anticipation, Worried, Anxious, Hoping
Feelings i'm feeling now!
Ip Man 2 Yesterday at GV Yishun with dear dear~~
The story plot reminded me a lot of Ip Man the first movie. He fights with a local, den get together to fight the 'invaders', he sees someone die, motivates him to fight. and he wins.
But though you know he will win, the movie gets a bit tensed when he's fighting with Twister.
Overall i like the movie.
But! One thing that reeeaaalllyyy bug me is the wife's pregnancy. ITS SO FAKE. it just look like they stuff a pillow underneath ! Why cant they use another prop that could make it more real?
Gym later after work! =)
Anyway, back to work before Fang scolds me.... hehe..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Random photos to begin with:
My aunt's super cute dog Rainbow!!
My fluffy office slippers that i bought from cotton on -$6
Baby's upset about his tan.. got my finger marks on his shoulder!
i was suppose to show my iPhone stitch casing..
but i blocked it and stole the limelight.....
but i blocked it and stole the limelight.....
My First Birthday Present. From bff WeiFang! Almost early by a month, but im super happy about it! i have been looking at it for awhile now... so here it is, ALL MINE!
At Wala.. very dark...
Had a GREAT time at Walas last night.
8 bottles of Corona for 3 ladies and lots of talking.
8 bottles of Corona for 3 ladies and lots of talking.
another dark picture
Madison
Me. Happy.
=))) no words for it..
The jelly toping is SUPER thick and yummy!
Okay, the end.
Shopping yesterday at Wisma Cotton On and Forever 21. den head to Taka. Fang was so sweet! my gastric was acting up and she totally took care of me... Thanks babe! =)))
Had a great time at Walas yesterday. Gf not in a very good mood. Fang bff tried her best to cheer her up, making lots of joke during the whole time =) whereas i tried my best to bombard her with my nags.
take care ok. you're my friend, i dont wanna see you hurt. =)
late for work this morning. i woke up damn early. 6.50am. bathed, changed and went for breakfast at 7.15am. finished breakfast at 7.40am (around there), went to buy some tarts and cakes from Chez Rose. went to start bike at 7.55am. BIKE WOULDNT START. wtf!
panicking already ok!
finally bike started. but late for work already. CTE massive jam sommore. =(
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
i cant wait for my birthday~! cuz im loved by so many people!!
bff Fang says she'll get me a coach wristlet. which is wad i was eyeing for, for awhile already, hehe.
cant wait cant wait!
i come work
i take out water bottle
i fill up water bottle
i go toilet
i sit down
i on my computer
i wait for computer to start up
i open outlook
i open google chrome
i refresh outlook
i check mail if there is
i drink water
i open face book
i open hotmail
i check mail if there is
i stone
finish.
yesterday was a pissed off day. cant blog on my phone, and injustice done to me. fed up.
im getting abit sleepy when i come to work.. at least previous job i had stuff to do. now i have nothing to do. SIGH.
on a lighter note, SHOPPING TODAY! =)
Monday, April 26, 2010
Ahhhhhhh!!! Everything's against me! Pissed off to the max!!!!!!!
Steph's 21st birthday party last saturday, saw alot of familiar faces, and brought back a number of memories...
People who were close friends now seemed so stranger like.
But so anyway, had a good time =)
Soon, it'll be my 21st =)
Im expecting guest count of probably 30 including relatives.. =)
Friday, April 23, 2010
Day 3 at new job. so far so good, but im still lost! started to learn how to source for products, learning how to key items into system.. but if i get a whole customer enquiry by myself, i would probably get very confused.
having fun at work with good colleagues! ghost storys 2 days straight.. now go toilet also dont even dare to go.. LOL..
im actually looking forward to work each day! =)
having fun at work with good colleagues! ghost storys 2 days straight.. now go toilet also dont even dare to go.. LOL..
im actually looking forward to work each day! =)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
At my new job.. so far so good... i have a good brain to begin with.. hehe..
At first a bit lost. Slowly learning the work flow and the system, making it so much easier, and not forget to mention, i have a good teacher, and several good colleagues.
Not that im saying there's anyone thats not good, but there's one colleague on MC today, so havent got to meet her.
Tomorrow another day. i think i've got a phobia of boss. Without boss around i feel so comfortable! can use HP, surf net, day dream abit.. but with boss around, i just stone and pretend to be 'studying', while other colleagues just continue to use HP, surf internet.. etc.. LOL.
going to end work in about 5 minutes.. and my work laptop is slow by ONE HOUR. -.-
so far so good, please continue to be good!!
At first a bit lost. Slowly learning the work flow and the system, making it so much easier, and not forget to mention, i have a good teacher, and several good colleagues.
Not that im saying there's anyone thats not good, but there's one colleague on MC today, so havent got to meet her.
Tomorrow another day. i think i've got a phobia of boss. Without boss around i feel so comfortable! can use HP, surf net, day dream abit.. but with boss around, i just stone and pretend to be 'studying', while other colleagues just continue to use HP, surf internet.. etc.. LOL.
going to end work in about 5 minutes.. and my work laptop is slow by ONE HOUR. -.-
so far so good, please continue to be good!!
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Things gotten better. Back in place where it should be like before. But the scar will always be there and I'll always remember the exacts words that hurt me.
Another 3 days before I embark on a new journey for a better future. :P sounds so 夸张.
But I really hope this job will turn out the way I'm expecting it too. Realy hope and pray for the best.
加油！
Another 3 days before I embark on a new journey for a better future. :P sounds so 夸张.
But I really hope this job will turn out the way I'm expecting it too. Realy hope and pray for the best.
加油！
Saturday, April 17, 2010
I don't know what's this feeling. A little of unhappiness mxed with anger and misery. I'm in an emotional turmoil right now. I really hate this feeling. I know everything should be back to normal but I can't do it. I can't pretend that nothing happened. I cannot just forget..
Yes it's a small issue, but if with 5 phonecalls irritated him until he had to shout, I can't imagine a future when we're married and I'm not allowed to call him or do anything that will irritate him.
I can't see the picture with us, married, holding hands in the park. That vision vanished when he shouted at me yesterday. That beautiful, sweet loving image is gone.
I'm upset so bad, that I really want to cry and get away from here. I want to go to my own retreat. My corner where I can just cry my eyeballs out.
I don't know what to do.
Yes it's a small issue, but if with 5 phonecalls irritated him until he had to shout, I can't imagine a future when we're married and I'm not allowed to call him or do anything that will irritate him.
I can't see the picture with us, married, holding hands in the park. That vision vanished when he shouted at me yesterday. That beautiful, sweet loving image is gone.
I'm upset so bad, that I really want to cry and get away from here. I want to go to my own retreat. My corner where I can just cry my eyeballs out.
I don't know what to do.
4 yeArs and 7 months today. Started off with a fight last night.
I was watching Monsters and Alien he VCD, couldn't find he second disc. Am already very fed up with myself. So I called my boyfriend to ask where he is. He says he's coming back in 10minutes.
10minutes latEr, he's not back.. Getting even more annoyed , still couldn't find the stupid disc.
20minutes later, still not back. I call him again, no answer.. Call again, no answer. Call again he says he's in the lift. So I continue to disturb him, call another 2 calls while he's walking into the house.
Back at home I told him I cannot find the disc. He tells me to us my brains and think where did I put it. I've already search everywhere before he came back!
He shouts at me 'den u call me so many times for what!?'
last time I could give a hundred missed call, he won't get annoyed. Now just 5 calls and he shouts at me?
I'm irritating, he says.
Went to sleep with swollen eyes and blocked nose. I feel angry. I feel heart broken. He ask me 'cry for wad' I said, cry for the fact that u don't love me as much as u do in the past.
He kept quite. Throughout our argument, he didn't say 'i love you'. He said sorry but I know he didn't mean it.
Makes me think how much he loves me now.
Woke up with a scary dream. Dreamt that he is ignoring me, and in touch with his ex again.
Sigh.
I hate myself for loving him so much.
I was watching Monsters and Alien he VCD, couldn't find he second disc. Am already very fed up with myself. So I called my boyfriend to ask where he is. He says he's coming back in 10minutes.
10minutes latEr, he's not back.. Getting even more annoyed , still couldn't find the stupid disc.
20minutes later, still not back. I call him again, no answer.. Call again, no answer. Call again he says he's in the lift. So I continue to disturb him, call another 2 calls while he's walking into the house.
Back at home I told him I cannot find the disc. He tells me to us my brains and think where did I put it. I've already search everywhere before he came back!
He shouts at me 'den u call me so many times for what!?'
last time I could give a hundred missed call, he won't get annoyed. Now just 5 calls and he shouts at me?
I'm irritating, he says.
Went to sleep with swollen eyes and blocked nose. I feel angry. I feel heart broken. He ask me 'cry for wad' I said, cry for the fact that u don't love me as much as u do in the past.
He kept quite. Throughout our argument, he didn't say 'i love you'. He said sorry but I know he didn't mean it.
Makes me think how much he loves me now.
Woke up with a scary dream. Dreamt that he is ignoring me, and in touch with his ex again.
Sigh.
I hate myself for loving him so much.
Friday, April 16, 2010
I'm looking to my bright and wonderful future! :P
still apprehensive but I think I could do a good job. Heh.
I wanna go shopping so bad!! :(
still apprehensive but I think I could do a good job. Heh.
I wanna go shopping so bad!! :(
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
war at work yesterday and probably the few remaining days that i'll be there.. finally settled that i'll be leaving on the 21st April. things are become quite awkward also.. hopefully time will pass by faster!
i want a shopping spree!! i want to go to new look, cotton on, forever21 spree!! =(
i want a shopping spree!! i want to go to new look, cotton on, forever21 spree!! =(
Monday, April 12, 2010
Cant sleep. Got so much on my mind right now. Current job, new job, birthday, relationship.
Insomnia partly due to afternoon nap taken as well. Hee.
Baby said 'i can't sleep eh.'
so I told him 'den take the opportunity to think how you're gonna propose'
after a few minutes, I hear snoring. -.-
Insomnia partly due to afternoon nap taken as well. Hee.
Baby said 'i can't sleep eh.'
so I told him 'den take the opportunity to think how you're gonna propose'
after a few minutes, I hear snoring. -.-
Saturday, April 10, 2010
My friend's gf just cheated on him. And I just can't help going to her profile and view her status etc. And it is actually becoming hilarious cause she ain't that pretty and the guy is not even good looking. The last time I saw that guy, h's almost same height as me. My friend was pissed for awhile. But love overcomes anger, he forgives her and gives them their wishes.
Her status always read 'just be happy'. Sounds so carefree. But in order for her to be happy, how many other people is hurt in the process. So she being happy=selfish?
I don't mean that if she's not happy with my friend she still should be together with him, but couldn't she have broke up properly with goodbyes and such den go out dating again? Or was she such a coward that she cannot face my friend after he has treated her well. But if she was afraid, where did she get her guts to 2-time my friend? Hmm.
After saying so much from a third party's point of view, is the guy I pity my friend? I don't think so. But at least I knw that I have never cheated.
Because of this, I treasure my baby much more.
Her status always read 'just be happy'. Sounds so carefree. But in order for her to be happy, how many other people is hurt in the process. So she being happy=selfish?
I don't mean that if she's not happy with my friend she still should be together with him, but couldn't she have broke up properly with goodbyes and such den go out dating again? Or was she such a coward that she cannot face my friend after he has treated her well. But if she was afraid, where did she get her guts to 2-time my friend? Hmm.
After saying so much from a third party's point of view, is the guy I pity my friend? I don't think so. But at least I knw that I have never cheated.
Because of this, I treasure my baby much more.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Alone in the clinic today.. kinda forgot how it feels.. =)
watched Clash of the Titans yesterday.. non 3D.. (i cannot watch 3D movies cuz i cannot wear my own specs with the 3D glasses) as i was watching it, 'Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief' kept playing in my head. Though the plot is different, the way the story goes is kinda the same..i think these two movies came out a little too close to each other. i dont have any preference among the two, both i kinda liked. =)
i think im becoming very 'BA DAO' like this morning i was talking to the DBS customer service regarding my tuition fee loan and i got very demanding after the guy who dont seem to know anything, just assumed and gave me an answer. kinda pissed me off.. hee.
cant wait to start my new job!
watched Clash of the Titans yesterday.. non 3D.. (i cannot watch 3D movies cuz i cannot wear my own specs with the 3D glasses) as i was watching it, 'Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief' kept playing in my head. Though the plot is different, the way the story goes is kinda the same..i think these two movies came out a little too close to each other. i dont have any preference among the two, both i kinda liked. =)
i think im becoming very 'BA DAO' like this morning i was talking to the DBS customer service regarding my tuition fee loan and i got very demanding after the guy who dont seem to know anything, just assumed and gave me an answer. kinda pissed me off.. hee.
cant wait to start my new job!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Bbq is soo much fun! Just the joy of being together and BBQ-ing. Fun like mad. :) chatted while eating, catching up, talking about the future. So much fun! Really enjoyed the whole experience. It's our first BBQ but definately not the last. Weather was on our side as well! There was rain but only for like 5 minutes of drizzle, guess everyone was praying hard.
Was suppose to go leisure world cruise either today or tmr. But found out that the pricing abit weird and not worth it to go tmr, so cancelled. :( disappointment to the max.
Boss is very calculative. I told her on the 25th march that I'm resigning with one month notice taking effect from 1st April. She say ok. So I typed the letter dating 1st april and waited til today to give her the letter as the past week she was on leave. Today she say that my last day would be 3rd may since I gave her the letter today. I mean, 2DAYS?? Also want to argue? I gave her 5 extra days and she becomes calculative for that 2 days? Wtf. Pissed off. I was too nice to her. I should have dated 25th march and that's it.
Can't wait to leave.
Was suppose to go leisure world cruise either today or tmr. But found out that the pricing abit weird and not worth it to go tmr, so cancelled. :( disappointment to the max.
Boss is very calculative. I told her on the 25th march that I'm resigning with one month notice taking effect from 1st April. She say ok. So I typed the letter dating 1st april and waited til today to give her the letter as the past week she was on leave. Today she say that my last day would be 3rd may since I gave her the letter today. I mean, 2DAYS?? Also want to argue? I gave her 5 extra days and she becomes calculative for that 2 days? Wtf. Pissed off. I was too nice to her. I should have dated 25th march and that's it.
Can't wait to leave.
Friday, April 2, 2010
BBQ later! Yay! It's been sooo long since I BBQ-ed.
Baby n I were talking about our wedding plans and we really dreamed big. But nah, just a simple ceremony will do. Probably 2years down the road. It's sounds long, but it's actually just 24months for him and I to start saving. :( hopefully he'll put in as muh effort as I will.
Off to BBQ! :)
Baby n I were talking about our wedding plans and we really dreamed big. But nah, just a simple ceremony will do. Probably 2years down the road. It's sounds long, but it's actually just 24months for him and I to start saving. :( hopefully he'll put in as muh effort as I will.
Off to BBQ! :)
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Shopping at Malaysia today! Went in about 2pm plus and it's so fun cuz theres not much people around! Meaning no need to squeeze and fight my way thru the crowd! Watched The Lovely Bones at Cathay for $6.50 per ticket! Damn cheap :)
Bought a dress, cardigan and a Mango wallet. Wanted to buy bag and heels, but their fashion trend now isn't really wad I'm looking for. Their trend now is short flowery dresses. Not my style. So didn't get much. It's the first time in Malaysia that I have leftover money for shopping! Not a very satisfying day.
But dinner at secret recipe is still as good as ever. I love their Tom yam goong!! Yummy!
I still yearn to shop!!
Bought a dress, cardigan and a Mango wallet. Wanted to buy bag and heels, but their fashion trend now isn't really wad I'm looking for. Their trend now is short flowery dresses. Not my style. So didn't get much. It's the first time in Malaysia that I have leftover money for shopping! Not a very satisfying day.
But dinner at secret recipe is still as good as ever. I love their Tom yam goong!! Yummy!
I still yearn to shop!!