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im your everyday nonsensical, stitch loving, stupidly annoying girl who judges you.






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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Friday, March 26, 2010

21st coming in about 1 and a half months time.. started to plan and decided to hold my mini party at Sembawang Home Team NS Chalet.. No themes, no fancy getaway, no luxury.. just a good old get together while celebrating my b.d.. no fuss =)
The dates should be set, 14,15,16 of may. BBQ on the 15th.
That's the plan, for now..

Its a FRIDAY! Feels like time is really flying.. already in the last week of march. and soon im changing job! yay. im looking towards a better future (i hope)

Payday is arriving. though its a pitiful figure, but i cant wait for it! im totally BROKE for this month..

Spoke to M1 Service officer today due to missing bills. and they asked me to view thru online. horrible service, even ask me to go to cyber cafe just to view the bill. If M1 sponsor my trip to and fro and the charges, i'll gladly go. there's smth wrong with acrobat reader, it just cant view the bill. PISSED OFF to the max. i was almost shouting over the phone at work and my colleague looked so awkward. *sorry*
i gave the service a 5-POOR after i hung up the phone. i was on the line for like 15 minutes with the lady and she didnt even offer a solution.
To think that im such an avid M1 supporter. *pui*

Thursday, March 25, 2010

I don't knw how to start this blog post. Wow, okay, so, now was what I backspaced an deleted. I was so nervous and anxious for a day, then worried and stressed for the other half of the day. And finally relieved and happy for the rest of today.
I really don't know what to expect and what is expected of me. Everything is uncertain hence it makes me afraid. Afraid to disappoint, afraid that I wouldn't fit in, afraid that I don't do well, afraid that no matter how hard I try or how much effort I put it, it just isn't enough. Determination n motivation is what I have, luck n support is what I need. I know no matter how much I rant is useless but I can only hope for the best and work hard to achieve my goal. I cannot guarantee that I will succeed, but I promise to give my all. I'll b the diamond you found in the mud.

Also must thank Fang for everything. She must have bugged her boss everyday and kept putting good words for me. Thanks babe.

To all dream catchers and goal achievers, let's work hard together. :)

Monday, March 22, 2010

Fishing event yesterday, I'm burnt. My arms are aching and red. Sunburned. Yet all the effort, not even a catch. :(

waiting for Wednesday. If I'm in, I've got lots to learn, if I'm not, i'll have lots of interviews to go. Hope for the best ba!

Friday, March 19, 2010

How to train your dragon is so cute. Watched the movie at Cathy AMK yesterday. I like main dragon character. Toothless. Sooo cute! I also want one. Haha. It's a funny show, worth watching on the big screen. Excitment is there and the last part I held my baby's hand so tight cuz very tensed. Lol.
I'll rate it 4.5 out of 5 stars. 0.5 lesser cuz it's in 3D.

Off to work!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Interview yesterday. Seemed to have went well. But the GM don't seem convinced of my abilities. Afterall, I have zero experience to start of with and zero knowledge. I'm scared of the future but I'll take one step at a time. Not going to rush into anything. Wad ever that comes alog my way I'll have to accept it and be realistic to work hard for it.

Nothing much has been going on. Nothing I can complain either. So continue to wish me luck and hopefully things will happen the way I would like it to. :P

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Driving lesson yesterday was fun. Finally a proper sane instructor. I chose this instructor cuz his car is Mitsubishi GLX. His car is damn easy to drive compared to Toyota Vios. And the best part, no 'huh' in his conversation. He tend to mutter or talk to soft at times but he does teach. I drove us from bukit batok all the way to jurong point and back. I need more practice with the half clutch thing. It's soo different from riding. But i'm looking forward to driving my own car. :) TP around May. Anxiety and excitement.

Mood this few days are great. Idk why but it feels good to have good mood. Hee.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Just finish watching Alice in Wonderland a couple of minutes ago. It's g good plot, good movie overall. Only had some trouble with a few lines of Johnny Depp's role as the Hatter (hattor?) lol.
The movie is also very inspiring. Telling u to always dream the impossilble. And when u believe, the impossible will be possible.
I enjoyed this movie. Another good one by Tim Burton. :)

time really does fly doesn't it. So fast that it's already coming mid march. Which means payday is comin soon! I'm thinking of resigning and hop to another company. A different job scope and industry altogether. I wasn't a very good nurse in the first place, might as well try my hand on another table. Wish me luck. :)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

baby has been so hardworking... going for interviews everyday, trying to get a job.. im proud of him.. =)

Saturday, March 6, 2010

I'm abit malnourished I think. Nt enough nutrients. I'm feeling forgetful, feeling very panicky, and getting on off health problems. Sigh.

JealOusy, fear and hopelessness takes over me .

Random:
One day if I faint on the road, carry me into a tattoo shop please.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

2nd driving lesson today. I though I can tolerate his 'huh-s' and his non related questions. But I really don't wanna be spnding money on lessons that doesn't teach me anything. Though i've paid for the registration, I wanna find another instructor. A better instructor.

Sick of his nonsense.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Steamboat was great yesterday. Sinfully great. Hehe.

I had a dream this morning. I was in a foreign country for hoilday with a bunch of people. My hotel was a villa on a rocky mountain with my own private pool that overlooks the sea. We were chilling out in the pool and saw the waves of the Tsunami. Wasn't a bg disastrous wave. But small continuous strong waves. I left the pool and went back into the villa, walking by a full length mirror. I saw my back. Fully tattooed. It was strong colours and it's very big. My whole back was covered. But I just can't remember the design. :( also I have a tattoo on my ribcage down to my front hip. Den I woke up. SIAN.