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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Leave.
Dr on leave. Dont know if i should be happy or annoyed.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Dreams are my Reality
I've been dreaming of 2 things the past 5 nights. I repeat. 5 nights.
One, my work. I keep dreaming of my workplace and me working, n teaching the new girl. I wonder is its my subconcious still working at the clinic. But whatever it is, im exhausted. A whole day at the clinic and back home, im still 'at the clinic'. Stressout to the max.
Two, baby ignoring me. I keep dreaming that i made him real angry. And he just ignores me. No matter how i say im gonna leave, he doesnt care.
Sigh.. These are nightmare to me. My eyebags are showing not because i dont sleep enough. But becuz im not getting proper sleep at all. :(
And im abit sick. Still forced to work. H1N1 perhaps?
Despite the cough, im still eating Mac! I want to play the monopoly! Im left with one piece each of all the colours to collect.. Hehe.. Hopefully i'll win somethin. Im using my health to exchange the prize eh...
One, my work. I keep dreaming of my workplace and me working, n teaching the new girl. I wonder is its my subconcious still working at the clinic. But whatever it is, im exhausted. A whole day at the clinic and back home, im still 'at the clinic'. Stressout to the max.
Two, baby ignoring me. I keep dreaming that i made him real angry. And he just ignores me. No matter how i say im gonna leave, he doesnt care.
Sigh.. These are nightmare to me. My eyebags are showing not because i dont sleep enough. But becuz im not getting proper sleep at all. :(
And im abit sick. Still forced to work. H1N1 perhaps?
Despite the cough, im still eating Mac! I want to play the monopoly! Im left with one piece each of all the colours to collect.. Hehe.. Hopefully i'll win somethin. Im using my health to exchange the prize eh...
Sunday, October 18, 2009
I was stupid.
Why did i have to stoop unto her level of childishness? Come to think of it, its funny, foolish and stupid.
Pushing, shouting and pointing fingers. I should have just punched her in the face.
The devil came, and i played with it. Haha..
But thanks arh my friends, for keeping me in place. LOL.
Clubbing yesterday was a wrong choice. A public holiday? I should have known better. And there was so many teenage ah lians and ah bengs. Sigh.
Songs were not that great either.
BUT the best thing was the company and the chivas that Fang bought. hehe.
Pushing, shouting and pointing fingers. I should have just punched her in the face.
The devil came, and i played with it. Haha..
But thanks arh my friends, for keeping me in place. LOL.
Clubbing yesterday was a wrong choice. A public holiday? I should have known better. And there was so many teenage ah lians and ah bengs. Sigh.
Songs were not that great either.
BUT the best thing was the company and the chivas that Fang bought. hehe.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Random
This will be a very random post.. A few random statments.
1st random note: Im not getting good sleep. How do i get myself into deep sleep?
2nd random note: My baby can push the signal light on his bike 187 times. Even when he's going on a straight road!
3rd random note: Is there such thing as a natural born liar?
4th random note: Saturday is a public holiday! Finally going out with my girls!
5th random note: Im exhausted with work. Mentally exhausted, that is.
Ok, i've got to drag my ass to work now..
1st random note: Im not getting good sleep. How do i get myself into deep sleep?
2nd random note: My baby can push the signal light on his bike 187 times. Even when he's going on a straight road!
3rd random note: Is there such thing as a natural born liar?
4th random note: Saturday is a public holiday! Finally going out with my girls!
5th random note: Im exhausted with work. Mentally exhausted, that is.
Ok, i've got to drag my ass to work now..
Monday, October 12, 2009
Lack of sleep.
Soccer on saturday nite at aunt's place. Slept at 3 plus in the morning, woke up at 2pm.. Still feeling tired.
Guitar heroes last nite at sister's place. Oldies + rock songs are not my genre. Slept at 2am. Having difficulty keeping my eyes open as i type this. Yawns.
Lucky baby, starts school at 1pm.
Guitar heroes last nite at sister's place. Oldies + rock songs are not my genre. Slept at 2am. Having difficulty keeping my eyes open as i type this. Yawns.
Lucky baby, starts school at 1pm.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Past n present
It doesnt matter how good u are last time. It all matters is the here and now.
Even if u have alot of experience, it does not mean that u are actually good.
I did not like u in the first place, but i gave u a chance. I gave u a chance to show me who u are. And by chance i found out the real you.
Back stabbing bitches are not welcomed. Thank you.
Im making alot of changes in my life. Realised that i am missing out alot in life. Especially my social life.
朋友，我来了！！
Even if u have alot of experience, it does not mean that u are actually good.
I did not like u in the first place, but i gave u a chance. I gave u a chance to show me who u are. And by chance i found out the real you.
Back stabbing bitches are not welcomed. Thank you.
Im making alot of changes in my life. Realised that i am missing out alot in life. Especially my social life.
朋友，我来了！！
Friday, October 9, 2009
Movie
Surrogates last wed. Plot was ok.. Actions were soso.. Give a 3/5 rating..
But honestly if there were such a technology, would you not want to use it? I would. And i dont have to worry about my looks or my size.
Getting very unhealthy lately... Eating and munching on unhealthy food, not exercising at all.. Sleeping 8-9 hrs per day but im still tired!
New girl at work. Not good. Not looking forward to saturday. Busy day. Sigh...
But honestly if there were such a technology, would you not want to use it? I would. And i dont have to worry about my looks or my size.
Getting very unhealthy lately... Eating and munching on unhealthy food, not exercising at all.. Sleeping 8-9 hrs per day but im still tired!
New girl at work. Not good. Not looking forward to saturday. Busy day. Sigh...
Monday, October 5, 2009
Money isnt everything.
Den why do i feel like im using money to cover for our lost time and my guilt?
Saturday, October 3, 2009
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可爱吗？
My locker with stitch bear (frm my baby), my photos, neoprints to keep me happy when im alone at my workplace..
Mornings can be very lonely as im alone at work til the afternoon.. Seeing my baby(s) in my locker makes me warm up in my heart.. =)
Hehe...
So tired
i need a break! I need a break from work and my life. I need to slow down, and run away, leaving my life behind while i go unwind. I need to stop fearing and start living.
Im 20.
Do i need to wait til retirement to start enjoying life? NO!!!
But how can i? With no savings, no stability lots of burden and responsibility.
Sigh.
Watched Fame on Thursday. I didnt even read about the movie or anything. I assumed it was the remake of Fame the musical. Stupid. End up its just another dance movie.
But watching that movie made me upset.
Cuz i remember my dream was to be a dancer.
Now, i have no dreams at all.
Cuz my lifelong dreams are unachievable.
Im 20.
Do i need to wait til retirement to start enjoying life? NO!!!
But how can i? With no savings, no stability lots of burden and responsibility.
Sigh.
Watched Fame on Thursday. I didnt even read about the movie or anything. I assumed it was the remake of Fame the musical. Stupid. End up its just another dance movie.
But watching that movie made me upset.
Cuz i remember my dream was to be a dancer.
Now, i have no dreams at all.
Cuz my lifelong dreams are unachievable.