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Monday, January 25, 2010

i've never met a guy like him. So pig like. Not even gentleman.
Here's the story that pissed me off today:
I was going to the cash deposit station. There was 2 stations.. When i reached there, there was 2 queues. The left and the right. The right side lady went to the machine for deposit. and so i queued the right as soon as i reached the stations. The guy on my left suddenly tell me 'im in the queue.' wtf. I told him 'there is 2 queue.' den he say 'no dont have'

Asshole. Usually there'll be 2 queues unless there's markings on the floor to say so wad. And besides, before i reach there was also two sided queues wad. So pissed off.
After he went to deposit the money, people behind me also started forming 2 queues lo.

Before i left i shouted 'xiao nan ren' den he turn around lo... So he knws n admit he is a xiao nan ren! Wahaha!!!

Man chauvanist pig.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i just realised how much i missed all my friends.. at one point in my life, i was a good friend to somebody... but now, im a stranger to most basically.

='(

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

4 years n 4 months anniversary spent in JB shopping and celebrated the next day cycling at East coast park at night.. It was a good night. :)

Many more anniversaries to go..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

had 2 buffet in a day last wed.. the day right aft i went for a jog.. Suki sushi with colleague for lunch and sakura with friends for dinner. I almost forgot why i stopped going to sakura for dinner but that dinner reminded me. Food that's suppose to be hot its cold. Food that's suppose to be cool is not. its good we have great company to make up for the sucky food.

Baby's mum got hospitalized, small op done last night and she's back home today. She went to tan tock seng. And i proudly say that AH is still the best. Regardless whether its the enviroment, the ward or the system. Thou the bed may nt be of the newest technology, the place itself is comfortable enough for a good night sleep...
I had to take time off from work for her discharge and boss wasnt too pleased about it...
On top of that, baby came home late from work. AGAIN. Suppose to end at 5. Came hm at 6.30pm. Im giving him hell with my tantrum up til now. He's banned frm the room for the timebeing. Hate it when he's late. Twarted my plans for the evening.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

caught up with 2 things from the past today..
The first one was that i got a suprise msg from my ex boss from a small cafe called the Laissez Faire.. just had a small text conversation..

The second one was that i went for a jog.. FINALLY. My muscles r sore now.. But it felt good.. Super proud.. =)

Sidetracking for a bit, i kinda regretted getting the HTC phone.. My previous Nokia E63 is still sooo much more efficient and functions are the same..(at least E63's bluetooth is working) HTC is so hard esp with the touchscreen buttons..
The funny thing is i remember telling my sister how much i disliked her HTC cos it seemed so hard to use! And was even boasting abt my E63.. And in a couple of weeks time, tadah.

My own HTC.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

after seeing how happy Fang is yesterday during her gown fitting, i just realised how sucky my life is.
i know i should be satisfied with my life, how i have my dearest baby, and a stable full time job, but somehow its just isnt enough...
i told baby yesterday 'im upset. but i dont know why'
it seems like there's a hole in my life that isnt filled.

there's so much i dream of. so much i want to do.. but i somehow feel like i no longer can.. =(

Sunday, January 3, 2010

to date, i actually feel that my life is a complete, utter disaster. i mean, look at other 20 year old, compared to them, i aint as successful in anyway. earning a measly amount of basic salary monthly, with a very average, non-interesting life.

on the other hand, comparing myself with other 20 year old, im at least earning a stable amount of salary, with a loving family, and always going out with good friends~

the irony.

im thinking of a career change. one that actually can allow me to earn more, do more and learn more. my dream jobs are definately not gonna happen. those are:
-air stewarding -> my uncle disapproves. he thinks that they are just looking pretty serving coffee. i beg to differ, but i cannot go against his wishes.
-dancer -> there's no future for a dancer in singapore, esp a dancer with no ballet or any formal form of dance history.
-model -> i can dream about it my next life, if i am born pretty enough in my next life.

oh well. hence for now, im still decided what to do in my life.. 80% chance i will further my studies, but i have no freaking idea what course should i take.. 70% chance i'll quit my current job for a switch of enviroment but i could not decide wad to do!

-paramedic -> the pay is good from the start, but becomes stagnant after awhile.. the training is 2 YEARS. and the bond is another 2 years. the training itself may just make me give up!
-sale represantative ->looking at my good friend Fang and her life with adequate finances, her job pays well. but i have no knowledge in business or her line of work..

i just know i need a job with good salary. office hrs, commission, good collegues, easy job scope is just a bonus.
currently i have office hrs, gd colleague n easy job scope.. but its not enough.

how. how. HOW?


prawning last night was horrid. was suppose to head to punggol marina country club for prawning.. but somebody stood us up..
'kena put aeroplane'
hehehehe.. that person knows who he is... =P

sian.

so we headed to somewhere nearer. to sembawang bottle tree park.. we went there and its closed. wtf. spoiler after spoiler.

in the end we headed to khatib bottle tree park. it was packed. and prawns are not biting. stupid night.

hate it when disappointment occurs.

Friday, January 1, 2010
new year.

its new yrs! welcome 2010!

first day of new years is spent at home sleeping. nothing to do, nowhere to go... is this going to be a good new yr?

new years resolution is definately lesser than last year's. but its more harder to achieve.

heart to heart talk with friends last night.. its good for the soul... good for our friendship..


ok~ gonna go find smth to do. hehe.