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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Malacca/Port dickson Part II

6.05pm - we just got the news that the student are coming and we wanted for the students to have a good dinner after the long meal. So uncle gary and us headed to Anna Thai Restaurant to see if we can negotiate for some kind of deal for the students to dine there.. The manager was very nice and accomodated to our requests..
We had fish, tofu, pandan chicken, tomyam soup and grilled beef.. Together with lemonade with was a miscomunication.. Secret..... lol..

8.15PM - We have finished our dinner with much satisfaction and headed back to Eagle Ranch. The students had to attend a briefing about the games and such and had supper before going back to their dorms.. Only a few of them ate, alot of food went to waste...

12am - Went back to our bandwagon to bathe and sleep.. but i was having trouble sleeping cuz i was thinking of baby and missing his hug.. and also, there was a ladder above me and i kept thinking that it might fall on me.. i fell asleep eventually.

6am - Woke up with thunder roaring and lightning striking.. the rain was noisy on our canvas roof.. it was cold but we were all hoping for a good day ahead. im looking forward to seeing my baby again..

5pm - something funny happened. i was walking with Jaq thru the path back to our campsite and monkeys starting to follow us. i freaked and grabbed Jaq's hand.. haha...

9.55 - i followed team 1 as a backup facilitator for the compass march. they we suppose to enter the forrest and the students have to use a compass to look for 2 checkpoints. It was a new and good experience as we really had to move thru the forrest. there's no path for us to follow or any trail marked out.. we had to push the branches, hop over roots of trees that grew so tall, crouch beneath leaves or risk getting cut or slapped by the leaves. But the night sky is really very beautiful. The stars filled the sky and we could see it so clearly. The amazing works of mother nature. Im Awed.
I didnt take any more photos for the rest of the days becuz i was running up and down, moving around. And felt like i was really doing alot of errands.. i'd prefer to interact with the students and be their team facilitators..

11pm - went back to our BW and washed up.. had to wake up darn early to leave tomorrow.. My baby slept at the conference room so as not to disturb the other guys.. i fell asleep right away.

4am - Goodbye Eagle Ranch.

Some photos of the place - Eagle Ranch

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29th June, 12.46am

Saturday, June 20, 2009

im back~!

left for malacca/ port dickson on the 16th and returned yesterday the 18th =) i had fun and the trip reminded me alot of my sec 3 camp and other level camps.. lol.. i've got a whole lot of detailed entry which i will post in my next post as i did not carry the details with me now..

i've posted up pictures in my face book, but not all cuz some is in my HP due to my empty camera battery.. so, just look forward to it ok~

on Monday, we're going on family trip to Kelong in Sibu.. i am looking forward to it and after that i've seriously gotta find a job... =(

alrite, continue to miss me.. =P

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20th June, 11.11pm

Sunday, June 14, 2009

No title

i didnt go for the interview in the end.. i woke up darn early, did my CV and was preparing to go out to get my documents photocopied and picture taken.. but in the end, smth happened which totally ruined me mood.. sigh. so i didnt have time to prepare and so i didnt go for the interview..
maybe its god's way of telling me that i shouldnt go for it.. =(

im going for a short camp to port dickson this coming tuesday.. its paid for and im being paid to go.. lol.. hopefully can get a proper job soon.. any one got intro?

anyway, i was with Fang, Stef n Melanie on wednesday at St James for ladies night and it was a huge disappointment. was looking forward to the night out but in the end was like shit. everyone was packed together and the was no space to even turn around! sucks big time... i hope we can go again soon but Not on ladies night.. lol..

alright, i feel so sleepy.. going off~

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14th June, 9.38pm

Thursday, June 11, 2009

As promised.

Ok, here's the pictures as promised. but i didnt upload everything.. cuz blogger only allows me to upload 5 at a time.. so, enjoy and go to my facebook for more.. =)

Photoshoot at M'sia for my birthday present.. Thanks to baby..

We have 4 outfits, casual, gown, traditional and a choice of our own.. it was really a fun day.. especially for me since i love being infront of the camera.. so, here are the photos..

Some Random Doggy pictures.. hehe..

Mothers day at Malaysia..

We brought my aunt n lestari to malaysia for dinner.. Sg is too boring, so this few weeks we're always heading to M'sia.. lol..

We even bought flowers for them..

Lestari was saying 'wow, i first time recieve flowers! muz count the flowers and leaves to buy 4D.' she counted and the number came out under starter's price. DARN.

Road side stall..

Sisters day out

This is a very late entry. hehe. pardon me.

met up with stef n fang for dinner at Swissotel.. as usual im late. it was a treat from them for my birthday in advance. Thanks girls.

Genting Trip

Went for a trip to genting waaaayyy back.. We have one mood spoiler and one mood spoiling event. oh well... we just tolerated and imagined chopping the person's head in our minds. i'll let the photos do the talking..

That's all i have so far...
Anyway, im looking for a job. anyone has recommendations, please let me know.. =)

scrumpdumb<3
11th June, 2.59pm

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Troubled

Im in a very confused and frustrated state. and i cant stand it. Its too much to handle n i need help.
Here's the thing, i've already finished my attachment and am on holiday. Its something like i already graduated so im in search of a job. So i went online to search for stewarding jobs in airline and found that only Qatar airline is recruiting. I am torn apart between 2 options,
1) go for it, and if i get in, i have to leave my baby n family here for doha for 2 years.
2) skip it and forgot my dream and the money.
my heart is in 2 places, i really want to go and experience that kinda life. flying around, staying in doha. but my heart cannot bear to leave my baby, cannot bear to think that our feelings may dirft apart.

sigh. im really confused. i've been thinking about this matter for the past 2 days. not sleeping well, not eating well, even treating baby like shit becuz i feel like he is pulling me down. but i know its not his fault.
can anyone give some advice?

p/s: on the lighter note, be ready for a massive update and picture galore. =)

scrumpdump <3

6th June, 11.11pm


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The manager was very nice and accomodated to our requests.. We had fish, tofu, pandan chicken, tomyam soup and grilled beef.. Together with lemonade with was a miscomunication.. Secret..... lol.. 8.15PM - We have finished our dinner with much satisfaction and headed back to Eagle Ranch. The students had to attend a briefing about the games and such and had supper before going back to their dorms.. Only a few of them ate, alot of food went to waste... 12am - Went back to our bandwagon to bathe and sleep.. but i was having trouble sleeping cuz i was thinking of baby and missing his hug.. and also, there was a ladder above me and i kept thinking that it might fall on me.. i fell asleep eventually. 6am - Woke up with thunder roaring and lightning striking.. the rain was noisy on our canvas roof.. it was cold but we were all hoping for a good day ahead. im looking forward to seeing my baby again.. 5pm - something funny happened. i was walking with Jaq thru the path back to our campsite and monkeys starting to follow us. i freaked and grabbed Jaq's hand.. haha... 9.55 - i followed team 1 as a backup facilitator for the compass march. they we suppose to enter the forrest and the students have to use a compass to look for 2 checkpoints. It was a new and good experience as we really had to move thru the forrest. there's no path for us to follow or any trail marked out.. we had to push the branches, hop over roots of trees that grew so tall, crouch beneath leaves or risk getting cut or slapped by the leaves. But the night sky is really very beautiful. The stars filled the sky and we could see it so clearly. The amazing works of mother nature. Im Awed. I didnt take any more photos for the rest of the days becuz i was running up and down, moving around. And felt like i was really doing alot of errands.. i'd prefer to interact with the students and be their team facilitators.. 11pm - went back to our BW and washed up.. had to wake up darn early to leave tomorrow.. My baby slept at the conference room so as not to disturb the other guys.. i fell asleep right away. 4am - Goodbye Eagle Ranch. Some photos of the place - Eagle Ranch scrumpdumb<3 29th June, 12.46am 11:53 PM · Saturday, June 20, 2009 *im back~!* left for malacca/ port dickson on the 16th and returned yesterday the 18th =) i had fun and the trip reminded me alot of my sec 3 camp and other level camps.. lol.. i've got a whole lot of detailed entry which i will post in my next post as i did not carry the details with me now.. i've posted up pictures in my face book, but not all cuz some is in my HP due to my empty camera battery.. so, just look forward to it ok~ on Monday, we're going on family trip to Kelong in Sibu.. i am looking forward to it and after that i've seriously gotta find a job... =( alrite, continue to miss me.. =P scrumpdumb<3 20th June, 11.11pm 11:02 PM · Sunday, June 14, 2009 No title i didnt go for the interview in the end.. i woke up darn early, did my CV and was preparing to go out to get my documents photocopied and picture taken.. but in the end, smth happened which totally ruined me mood.. sigh. so i didnt have time to prepare and so i didnt go for the interview.. maybe its god's way of telling me that i shouldnt go for it.. =( im going for a short camp to port dickson this coming tuesday.. its paid for and im being paid to go.. lol.. hopefully can get a proper job soon.. any one got intro? anyway, i was with Fang, Stef n Melanie on wednesday at St James for ladies night and it was a huge disappointment. was looking forward to the night out but in the end was like shit. everyone was packed together and the was no space to even turn around! sucks big time... i hope we can go again soon but Not on ladies night.. lol.. alright, i feel so sleepy.. going off~ scrumpdumb<3 14th June, 9.38pm 9:30 PM · Thursday, June 11, 2009 *As promised.* Ok, here's the pictures as promised. but i didnt upload everything.. cuz blogger only allows me to upload 5 at a time.. so, enjoy and go to my facebook for more.. =) Photoshoot at M'sia for my birthday present.. Thanks to baby.. We have 4 outfits, casual, gown, traditional and a choice of our own.. it was really a fun day.. especially for me since i love being infront of the camera.. so, here are the photos.. Some Random Doggy pictures.. hehe.. Mothers day at Malaysia.. We brought my aunt n lestari to malaysia for dinner.. Sg is too boring, so this few weeks we're always heading to M'sia.. lol.. We even bought flowers for them.. Lestari was saying 'wow, i first time recieve flowers! muz count the flowers and leaves to buy 4D.' she counted and the number came out under starter's price. DARN. Road side stall.. Sisters day out This is a very late entry. hehe. pardon me. met up with stef n fang for dinner at Swissotel.. as usual im late. it was a treat from them for my birthday in advance. Thanks girls. Genting Trip Went for a trip to genting waaaayyy back.. We have one mood spoiler and one mood spoiling event. oh well... we just tolerated and imagined chopping the person's head in our minds. i'll let the photos do the talking.. That's all i have so far... Anyway, im looking for a job. anyone has recommendations, please let me know.. =) scrumpdumb<3 11th June, 2.59pm 1:21 PM · Saturday, June 6, 2009 *Troubled* Im in a very confused and frustrated state. and i cant stand it. Its too much to handle n i need help. Here's the thing, i've already finished my attachment and am on holiday. Its something like i already graduated so im in search of a job. So i went online to search for stewarding jobs in airline and found that only Qatar airline is recruiting. I am torn apart between 2 options, 1) go for it, and if i get in, i have to leave my baby n family here for doha for 2 years. 2) skip it and forgot my dream and the money. my heart is in 2 places, i really want to go and experience that kinda life. flying around, staying in doha. but my heart cannot bear to leave my baby, cannot bear to think that our feelings may dirft apart. sigh. im really confused. i've been thinking about this matter for the past 2 days. not sleeping well, not eating well, even treating baby like shit becuz i feel like he is pulling me down. but i know its not his fault. can anyone give some advice? p/s: on the lighter note, be ready for a massive update and picture galore. =) scrumpdump <3 6th June, 11.11pm 10:50 PM ·