I dont know to be sad or thankful. Because half of me really wants it quite badly, but half of me kinda not want to get it.

But i must say, it again caused my self esteem to drop a little.

The interview process started yesterday where we have to go and submit our CV. I went with this girl, Chu Ting, whom i met from Flowerpod.com

She's so nice and we clicked at once. after the submission, we went to have Mac breakfast.

I was napping when the call came for my interview the next day which is today. That really made me happy.

But today when i went there, i was quite alone. Imagine if i had to go to Doha. the loneliness.

I guess this is why i was not chosen too, cause i did not mingle around much. =/

We had this 3 hour briefing on Doha, Qatar, the pay, benefits, etc etc. and then the written English test. I felt like i did well in my English test. It consists of 4 sections. 3 MCQ and one Essay.

And during the test, they called us out for the reach test. I though for Asians, they will lower the mark of 212cm to 208cm. But it wasn't lowered. I wasn't able to reach it.

I tried my best to sit up straight and kept smiling at all times but i guess i wasn't good enough.

Come to think of it, they called me based on my CV and not keep me after the 1st round shows that i actually have a good CV, but my potential? I do not know.

My uncle was again, telling me the prospects of a Cabin Crew, (its not good, blah blah blah) but i know its my dream and passion and i will pursue it until i reach my goal. No matter how demoralizing, depressing it is to not be selected, i will continue~

Persevere Rebecca! You will be able to do it someday!