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Thursday, August 26, 2010
Just had a long chat with Boss. the best boss any company could ever have.
but i hate it that he's trying to make me stay cuz it only makes it even harder for me to leave.
its just that he keep saying i have the potential and shouldnt waste it. but i feel like im actually too depressed to do any work which is very irresponsible.
I know for sure that if Jetstar calls me, i will leave.
but im not sure if Jetstar rejects me, will i still leave?
there's so many uncertainties.
- i am this stressed in 4 months. imagine 10 months. would i have killed myself?
- staying sales? buyer? or buyer assistant?
- do i really want to leave a good working environment?
- would this episode of emotional turmoil repeat itself?
For now, im just debating whether i should leave even before Jetstar reveals the results cuz of the following :
- i can take a break and just take the time to handle and find myself.
- i wont be wasting anybody else's time.
- accts now under me can be passed to someone with more capabilities.
- i dont wanna stay and end up still have to leave.
- disappoint my colleagues and boss early, rather den to leave them hanging in the air and den break their hearts again..
HOW?!!??!?!?!