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Monday, July 5, 2010

Its been 3 days since Max's passing.

I had a good cry on friday night. I cried so hard that my BF was so afraid and couldn't do anything but to watch. I've never cried like that before in my live. Not when i had to give Kula away, not when Rainbow passed, not when my family fell apart.
It was a really good cry, because when i woke up the next morning, i had no more tears to cry.
I still feel like crying, but no tears for me to cry it out.

I brought Max home on Saturday after going to see Rainbow at the colombarium. After bring Max home, i actually felt better, still missing him but, i know he's around.

Weekend was spent at my sister's BF's hse. Dinner on Saturday, and Lunch & Dinner the next day. My sis and I cooked for dinner yesterday. Took my mind off Max for a bit. I cooked the Soup, Vege and Rice.
Soup & Vege - pass
Rice fail. Supposedly the easiest to cook but still fail. Cause the rice has soaked in the water for a little too long. stupid mistake.

Anyway, i had fun cooking. I hope i have my own house soon, cause only den i will be able to cook.

Back to work.