I still remember the day we met Rainbow. It was one Saturday night when Andy, Sis, Sis's BF and I went over for dinner and we saw a tiny dog. It was also coincidentally that Phoenix went for grooming and came back with scratches. We all blamed Rainbow. She was so scared that she hid in the toilet. Only after our cousin told us that it was the groomers fault that we realized we've maligned Rainbow.

I took a tiny piece of treat and went to the toilet to give it to her. She cautiously smelled me and took the treats from my hand. Once she has gobbled the treat, she jumped right into my lap and we became best friends.

She was the sweetest thing i've ever met. Everytime we go over to my aunt's hse for dinner, she'd run right to the door and start barking like saying Hello! And as soon as i sit down, she'd jump onto my lap and whine and whine. She wouldnt let Phoenix come near me. And if i were to stroke Phoenix, she'd run to me and give me the 'puss in boots' eyes.

Whenever we're having dinner, she'll sit beside me and wait for my food to drop. if i didnt 'accidentally' drop anything, she'd stand on her hind legs and use her paws to poke me.

After dinner, we'll be on the couch, and without permission, she'll just jump right next to us.

I remember bringing her to my house for sleepovers. And i'll miss how she sleep in my arms.

I remember bringing her out for night cycling. and i'll miss her curiousity.

I remember how she loves getting the attention, even when non of us want to attend to her.

I remember her tiny tennis ball. and i'll miss her bringing the ball to me.

I remember how excited she is whenever we hold her ball.

I remember how she wait near the cup board cause her ball is stuck under the cupboard.

I remember how she'd jump onto me, as soon as i lie down.

I remember how she'd just sit beside me when im doing my work.

Her fur colour is black and white. But Rainbow, the name is based on her personality.

I went to see her for the last time yesterday. Cold, and hard. My heart ached. seeing her lying there, it just looked like she's sleeping. but no matter how i called for her, she didnt open her eyes and look at me.

I saw her cute ears, bright eyes, tiny paws, all not moving anymore. I cant believe. I dont want to believe. i want to hold her in my arms so bad. but she wouldnt jump.

Its Rainbow the one that brightened up the place, puts a smile on everyone's faces.

Usually on a weekday, i wouldnt miss her as much as i miss her now, but i'd look forward to seeing her again on Saturdays.

But today, i miss her more than anyone or anything else in this world.

Im having a hard time trying to keep my tears in. I smile and i laugh. But in my heart, i really want to cry out loud.

And i realized, i never told Rainbow that i love her.

Rainbow, sorry its late, but I love you.