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Sunday, January 3, 2010
to date, i actually feel that my life is a complete, utter disaster. i mean, look at other 20 year old, compared to them, i aint as successful in anyway. earning a measly amount of basic salary monthly, with a very average, non-interesting life.
on the other hand, comparing myself with other 20 year old, im at least earning a stable amount of salary, with a loving family, and always going out with good friends~
the irony.
im thinking of a career change. one that actually can allow me to earn more, do more and learn more. my dream jobs are definately not gonna happen. those are:
-air stewarding -> my uncle disapproves. he thinks that they are just looking pretty serving coffee. i beg to differ, but i cannot go against his wishes.
-dancer -> there's no future for a dancer in singapore, esp a dancer with no ballet or any formal form of dance history.
-model -> i can dream about it my next life, if i am born pretty enough in my next life.
oh well. hence for now, im still decided what to do in my life.. 80% chance i will further my studies, but i have no freaking idea what course should i take.. 70% chance i'll quit my current job for a switch of enviroment but i could not decide wad to do!
-paramedic -> the pay is good from the start, but becomes stagnant after awhile.. the training is 2 YEARS. and the bond is another 2 years. the training itself may just make me give up!
-sale represantative ->looking at my good friend Fang and her life with adequate finances, her job pays well. but i have no knowledge in business or her line of work..
i just know i need a job with good salary. office hrs, commission, good collegues, easy job scope is just a bonus.
currently i have office hrs, gd colleague n easy job scope.. but its not enough.
how. how. HOW?
on the other hand, comparing myself with other 20 year old, im at least earning a stable amount of salary, with a loving family, and always going out with good friends~
the irony.
im thinking of a career change. one that actually can allow me to earn more, do more and learn more. my dream jobs are definately not gonna happen. those are:
-air stewarding -> my uncle disapproves. he thinks that they are just looking pretty serving coffee. i beg to differ, but i cannot go against his wishes.
-dancer -> there's no future for a dancer in singapore, esp a dancer with no ballet or any formal form of dance history.
-model -> i can dream about it my next life, if i am born pretty enough in my next life.
oh well. hence for now, im still decided what to do in my life.. 80% chance i will further my studies, but i have no freaking idea what course should i take.. 70% chance i'll quit my current job for a switch of enviroment but i could not decide wad to do!
-paramedic -> the pay is good from the start, but becomes stagnant after awhile.. the training is 2 YEARS. and the bond is another 2 years. the training itself may just make me give up!
-sale represantative ->looking at my good friend Fang and her life with adequate finances, her job pays well. but i have no knowledge in business or her line of work..
i just know i need a job with good salary. office hrs, commission, good collegues, easy job scope is just a bonus.
currently i have office hrs, gd colleague n easy job scope.. but its not enough.
how. how. HOW?