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im your everyday nonsensical, stitch loving, stupidly annoying girl who judges you.






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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Saturday, August 22, 2009
Thing might have been different.

What if i've never accepted u on 17th Sept 06? Woulf things be different? Would i be more happy? Of would i be lonely? But one thing for sure is that i wouldnt be having this kind of feeling, this kind of heart ache, and disappointment.
They say, money is the root of all evil. I say, love is the root of all evil. It creates conflict, lust, anger, hate, and regrets.
Im not saying that im regretting my decision in 2006. But i believe things would be different if i took a step back and slow things down. We were too young and naive. Co-habiting together when i was 19 years? What was i thinking? Love isnt blind. Love has caused me to be blind.
Our honeymoon period was long over. But i was in denial. I kept forcing things and hence causing so much trouble. Trouble for u and myself.
What's my decision?
I dunno.
What's yours?