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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i need to rant. BADLY.
i have a job. which pays me shit. im not allowed to say how much im being paid. but its peas. today, i finally got the guts (with the help of my colleague) to tell the boss that i MIGHT be leaving. the boss made no efforts wadsoever to ask me to stay. she just said 'let me know early when u decided to leave'.
im quite disappointed when she said that. it meant to me that im not important. ok fine, i only worked for a month or so... but my disappointment turned to anger when she told my colleague that she regretted employing me. LIKE WTF? i've never forced her to. she asked about my past, i gave her a brief history. i didnt tell her so she could pity me and hire me. if she didnt like me in the first place, den DONT employ me.
im only a human. dont expect me to know everything in only a month. an ex CA worked for a year before she became so efficient. an ex CA which she trusts so much and lied to all of us. when she's happy, she can be all smiley and cheerful. and when she's in a bad mood, everything we do is wrong. she may be our boss but she cannot abuse our emotions. its stressful to predict when she's going to explode. i like the job scope. i like the work enviroment. i dont want to leave. but she left me no choice.
since she is not going to ask me to stay in any way, and she has clearly said that she prefers older staff, den fine.
Dear boss, please find yourself a new staff.
URGH.
i have a job. which pays me shit. im not allowed to say how much im being paid. but its peas. today, i finally got the guts (with the help of my colleague) to tell the boss that i MIGHT be leaving. the boss made no efforts wadsoever to ask me to stay. she just said 'let me know early when u decided to leave'.
im quite disappointed when she said that. it meant to me that im not important. ok fine, i only worked for a month or so... but my disappointment turned to anger when she told my colleague that she regretted employing me. LIKE WTF? i've never forced her to. she asked about my past, i gave her a brief history. i didnt tell her so she could pity me and hire me. if she didnt like me in the first place, den DONT employ me.
im only a human. dont expect me to know everything in only a month. an ex CA worked for a year before she became so efficient. an ex CA which she trusts so much and lied to all of us. when she's happy, she can be all smiley and cheerful. and when she's in a bad mood, everything we do is wrong. she may be our boss but she cannot abuse our emotions. its stressful to predict when she's going to explode. i like the job scope. i like the work enviroment. i dont want to leave. but she left me no choice.
since she is not going to ask me to stay in any way, and she has clearly said that she prefers older staff, den fine.
Dear boss, please find yourself a new staff.
URGH.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
im disappointed with my life. exceptionally disappointed that i have dreams and goals that i cannot achieve. i feel like im such a failure. and i think 'i plan my life with goals and for what? in the end, i don reach my goal and make myself super disappointed.'
im still thinking if i should quit. im getting a tad too sick of work. mentally exhausting already.
my first pay is coming in 5 days. and i bet in 2 days, i will have zero dollars left. SIGH.
WHEN?
im still thinking if i should quit. im getting a tad too sick of work. mentally exhausting already.
my first pay is coming in 5 days. and i bet in 2 days, i will have zero dollars left. SIGH.
WHEN?
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
super backdated.
sorry for the lack of posts. i know im very boring. anyway, i finally found a job. but im gonna be jobless again soon. so please, if anyone knows of a good job opening........
im working at a clinic. with low pay and lots of work to do. i kinda regret signing the contract. so i might be leaving soon..
im super broke.
im tired.
im sick of my life.
i got no achievements.
i got no life.
sleep, work, eat, tv, sleep. my routine. too damn boring. SIGH.
sorry for the lack of posts. i know im very boring. anyway, i finally found a job. but im gonna be jobless again soon. so please, if anyone knows of a good job opening........
im working at a clinic. with low pay and lots of work to do. i kinda regret signing the contract. so i might be leaving soon..
im super broke.
im tired.
im sick of my life.
i got no achievements.
i got no life.
sleep, work, eat, tv, sleep. my routine. too damn boring. SIGH.